Sleeping my life away. (:
Sometimes , life can be so exhausting to the point of insanity and even death. To escape my sadness and depression , I delve deep into the world of fantasy and dreams. Dreaming is what I’m mostly about. I could be jolly one minute and smile and laugh to myself the next minute even though some people think I’m insane. I’m not crazy. I just daydream and I’m half way in this world and most in my dreams. My dreams guide me everyday and without my dreams , I would have gave into depression a long time ago. Sleeping is one of my favorite pastimes next to art because my dreams and my art go hand in hand. Some of my dreams might not make sense when I dream them but it all becomes clear when I express that in a painting. I’d rather sleep my life away than become used to reality. I’m just a slave to my dreams and my dreams are all I need to keep me going in my life. All of my friends are connected to me through my dreams and as long as I have that , life will be a little easier.
Another thing I’d like to address is there is good in everyone. Even when someone has treated me like crap , I still try to forgive that person. People change and I’m a prime example of that. I could have hung with the crowd doing drugs or being with whores and stuff like that but I chose the narrow road. I chose a life of honesty even when it gets very frustrating at times. Some people change for the better while others change for the worst. I have to keep reminding myself that I’m not the only person suffering and there are more people out there that are going through the same thing I went through. I find comfort and sanctuary in my sleep.
