A few years ago , I was such a ignorant , naive person. I thought that I could do anything and say anything. I’ve lost friends over my stupidity and foolishness , but now I’ve become more in tune with myself and see the world differently with a more calm , mellow , positive perspective in life.
My mother died about two years ago. It took death to make me realize that you should never take anyone or anything for granted. I was very close to her. And when she died me and my brother have gotten even closer but sad to say , my father and I are slowly being torn apart due to different beliefs and so much other drama. I have so many thoughts and feelings inside me but I have to keep some of them at bay because I don’t want to hurt those dear to me. Some say I need to “Let loosh” or “I need to get me some pussy.” I don’t want that life and I don’t need that crap in my life. All I need to do in my life is get my B.A. degree , eat , survive in life , and sleep. And I’ll gladly do that until the day I die. (: